sadness

we quarrel again...most of the time, the reason will be the same...because of someone.
frankly to say, i really cant put off although everything has been gone, and i was forgive him.
tonight, due to the same reason, we quarrel again.i guess, im not too over to ask for this request, i just want my heart to be settle down, i just dont want to think and worry so much.and now, i was realized that no matter how hars i tried, the consequences will be the same....
i love him so much....but i dunno whether he's belong to me.i have no confident to maintain this relationship...